MIST
Lisa and her daughter took me in.
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I was a complete stranger, surrounded by generosity and
A PLETHORA OF FOSTER KITTENS,
I felt utterly undeserving. I tried my best to be invisible, to not disturb the ecosystem in which I did not belong.
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I had only enough courage to sit alone in my room and write out a personal inventory.
RESENTMENTS
FEARS
SEX
It was long and it was thorough, and it left me with
LITTLE ABILITY TO INTERACT WITH OTHERS.
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Nothing about the situation made sense,
except that it was in this dreamlike state of
EXTREME DISASSOCIATION, protected and held, that I was able to tread lightly in the physical realm, but fiercely inward.
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I ventured out the front door on
Oakwood Avenue with great frequency, always south, feet propelled, directionless but aware,
LIVING IN A CONSTANT STATE OF INTROSPECTION,
I slowly entered a symbiotic relationship with the mountain and its ever changing temperament.
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By the time the cold mist came and lingered I was so intertwined and in tune with my surroundings that I too felt like a particle suspended in the chilled air...
TIMELESS AND SILENT.
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7 Series 05: Mist, 2016
Ink on vellum. 12" x 18"